i’m seriously fed up of her screaming and shouting everytime she’s unhappy with things. its not like we’re always in the wrong. its seems like she have the power to make what’s wrong to right. i tried arguing a few times but always failed. YES she’s done alot for us..for me. but whats the point when i’m not truly happy. it sucks. and i hate it. we always end up in tears after everything. she’s crying. i know. really. i need someone to teach her how to be less frustrated.. why cant she be the model mum i always wanted to have. the kind who’s gentle loving and care for the family. she never showed concern to me when i was sick. all she noes how to do is to blame me from falling sick. what the hell. i really reallly wish that one day. just for one day she’ll really care and talk to everyone in a really gentle loving way which i alwayss thought a mum would be. now. she’s crying in the bathroom. i can hear her bloowing out her mucus. i too am tearing. why. because i felt sorry for my dad? cannot take her screams anymore?? i dont know? but nobody seems to stand by me and support what i think. when i help my dad by telling my mum off.my dad comes to tell me that i’m wrong. asking me to apologise. no way i’m i gonna do that. i’m not at fault. even if i’m really at fault. her’s is much severe then mine. how can she insist on things her way and start shouting at everyone as if we’re all wrong. i seriously hate all this. everything can change if she change her temper. be more gentle mum. that’s what i truly hope……..
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